❤Dear Dearest Dumb Diary...

2009-07-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

Bianca Ryan, Caroline Costa and Zara Larsson are the awesomest singers after Whitney Houston and Celine Dion. Its so totally great. Really. Hm. So many things have happened since I last posted. Yeah, I didn't keep my promise about constant posting. Still, I'll share. I was going to marry my Ying yan but ended up clicking the wrong person! Worse, he accepted. So now on FB, I'm in a relationship with Ru. Yes, you heard right. YU RU. I feel bad. Very bad. So now I shall listen to MadTV. Nicole Parker is a really talented singer. Sjunger. Yes, that's swedish. I'm listening to too much Zara Larsson. She's really really good for a 10 year old.

The Greatest Love Of All
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAMOUSn_q2k
One Moment In Time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjmgLtf5IE8&feature=related
My Heart Will Go On
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bl6O9rHK7HA&feature=related

She's really good. You should listen to at least 1. She's one of the most talented singers I know. Anyways, ciao!

2009-06-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

BOO. Today was cool. I met some guy I've been wanting to see on the train today. There was this cool guy with awesome tattoos that I want. I think I'd join a gang if I had the chance. I've not really told ANYONE but I think I'm falling for him. Its weird, I never thought I'd fall for anyone again but I guess I was wrong. I won't tell anyone because i can't trust anyone. I think its really beginning to hit me hard. I know he'd never ever feel the same way about me the way I feel about him. There are probably girls that he'd want out there. Sigh.

Where do broken hearts go, can they find their way home?

2009-06-28T09:04:00.000-07:00

Yesyes, I haven't posted anything in quite awhile. But keep checking back, I'll keep posting now. So much has happened since my last post, it would be insane to write everything. I'm starting to develop a love for screamo music. I used to hate it but now its just so awesome to me. I love The Devil Wears Prada and Silverstein. Too good, too good. Well school's just around the corner, and not all my homework has been completed. Heck, its not like I give a shit. Fuckit, school is so shiz. I know, I know. I've changed a lot since last year. I hope its for the better, I wouldn't wanna have evolved into a super bitch. I'm starting to hate quite a few people now, that's good. Life isn't worth it without scandals and bitches. Me likey it(: Yu ru, you owe me lunch. I'm waiting. You said you'd treat me, so I take it you'll pay for me. Heh. I guess that's what treating is after all.

2009-01-23T21:26:00.000-08:00

Shit. This week has been the worst in 4 years. On Monday, someone told me something I never wanted to know. Not only that,he actually asked. SHIT. On Tuesday, I was freaking tired from dance until so late in the night. On Wednesday, we had 6 periods of dance. ARGH. On Thursday, we had to stay back so late to decorate the class for CNY celebrations. DOUBLE SHIT. But on Friday, we had so much fun(: It was the only nice day in the week. I went out with Bettina, Elizabeth, Jocelyn, Lai Yin and Ysabel. IT WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNNN. Hope we can do that again,yeah?!

2008-12-25T06:42:00.000-08:00

HAHA! these few days have been fun. REALLYYYYYYY fun(: yesterday, during a sleepover at joshua's house, val kept talkign to me and didn't let me sleep D: super tired now. then I fell asleep during the christams sermon cos I heard it already the day before. But nevermind(: oh, andy is funny. He's great to talk to when I'm bored. Like now. Merry Christmas to all I haven't wished yet! LALALALA lfie always seems boring after festivities. Awwww.

2008-12-19T02:46:00.001-08:00

Hello all! I haven't updated for awhile but no sweat! I'm back. Yesterday was the performance day of OKH's Dancers' Camp. It was fun. Lasted from Mon till yesterday. I won Best Performer Senior Cat award(: haha. the trophy's nice. But a pity it isn't real. i really miss camp...i wish it hadn't ended yet. Well, there's next year. I officially have a new favourite song! About A Girl by TAI. The Academy Is... is awesome! Heh heh. I'm excited about tomorrow! Douglas is coming back from Beijing anhdI have another person to spam! Muahahaha. I hope he bought me something. I'll keeeeeeeeeeel him if he didn't. I mean, he promised he would. Gosh, I'm grounded until Christmas eve. I have no idea what sorta festive season I'm having. Anyways, will update again later! Byebye loves.

2008-11-28T06:05:00.000-08:00

HAHA I wanna go watch Wildchild with mumu. You really don't know how much I've missed you, do you?(: anyways, come tuesday, hello mumu, aggie and cathay cineplex! I really love you guys. Never fail to brighten up my day(: Gosh, I didn't know Justin would flirt with Christelle. But heck, none of my business. We must go to Vivo and have fun, huh! I mean "WE" read as: Janice, May Bell(??), Ying Yan, Fiona, Victoria, Cheryl and Rachel. OKAY! Yeahh, I hate the Man Whore too. But nothing we can do! Anyways, I'm bored of blogging so byebye all!

2008-11-24T05:19:00.000-08:00

HAHA. Seriously, I have no idea why Roo has the biggest room! I did not design it. It would be like this:

HAHA. That would be great. Happy now, Justine Darling?(: LOL. So now, on to my next dream. I dreamt that _____ and I were walking in a rose garden. (Those who know who _____ is, please let it stay that way!) It was fun! anyways, i don't feel like typing now. So I shall just stick to MSN for now and not blogging! HAHA. Byebye all! P.S ily justine and nikki. P.S.S I hate you roo.

MOO-SICK

2008-11-22T06:42:00.001-08:00

:D:D

you change your mind. like alethea changes hairstyles. :D:D

PS. COOL! MY NEIGHBOURS ARE ANISHA AND BENNETT! (i hope you dont snore...)

AND WHY DOES ROO GET THE BIGGEST ROOM HUH?!?!?!??!?!!? xP

Hot N Cold.wma -

2008-11-22T05:49:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA. So now I have the time to post again. I shall tell you about my amazing dream(certain parts of it only. the rest is censored;D). It started out like a normal dream; with nikki,christie,anisha,justine,ben and roo. Apparently, we were in a huge place and we all had room.
Here's the layout:

So we all had rooms and we were bored. So we all went to roo's HUMONGOUS room about the siza of Tabula Rasa. We started talking crap(as usual) but something didn't feel right. After awhile, we decided to go back and sleep. HOWEVER, here's a weird thing. I don't think I left the room at all!! haha. As in, in my dream. The rest is censored. So much for a great dream! HAHA. byebye love! maybe i'll dream a non R-rated dream tonight! MUAHAHAHA. I am awesome. Do not deny it.

THE JUICE IS BACK!

2008-11-22T05:01:00.001-08:00

I HAVE FINALY FOUND THE PASSWORD! :D:D:D:D

ITS... **************************** :D

JUSTINE IS BACK IN THE HOUSE :D:D:D:D:D:D

today... i shall make... a poem :) for... alethea :)

*and the crowd goes wild!!!*

ahem...

OH NO WAIT!!

I wanna try this out..

THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE (tag U R IT!) FILL UP THE BLANKS!

Christie, bboyL and bboypure, (who else comes to this blog man...) WELL ALL YOU SUCKAS THAT ARE READING THIS NOW must fill in the blanks :) CAUSE I TAGGED YOUUU

Alethea is ________ because she _________ me and Justine is _________ cause in school she is _________. But Alethea smells like __________ and __________ Justine one day and Justine _________ (your name) then Alethea ___________ and ran away. (your name) called the police then Justine and Alethea ___________ all the way _________. :)

its confusing huh?

MY EXAMPLE (which no one can copy) PS i put my name as BOB

Alethea is pretty because she hugs me and Justine is AWESOME cause in school she is really funny. But Alethea smells like kiwis and punched Justine one day and Justine ran to BOB then Alethea screamed and ran away. BOB called the police then Justine and Alethea swam all the way home. :)

TADA

who cares if it doesnt make sense... YOUR TAGGED SO YOU ARE FORCED AGAINST YOUR WILL TO DO IT!! MUAHHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

loves loves loves you

xxx.

ms. justine just ate BOB and pizza :)

(ps. either post it as a comment or in your blog and please put your real name thank you)

2008-11-21T03:04:00.001-08:00

Hello, idiot. I've just came back from the ferry terminal after an hour-long ferry ride which totally nauseated me. Ferries suck. Like hell they do. Anyways, now I'm happier and higher. I cracked a joke with ben but he didn't understand it(he's too low and dense HAHA). I'm hoping Ru Ru can come online like, now. Its boring doing nothing except talking to pebble and feeling cold. I guess I'll update agagin tomorrow. Byebye all!

2008-11-18T04:18:00.000-08:00

nstructions:1. Do the "Letter MEME".2. Tag no less than 5 other people.3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Template:Dear (person who last messaged you) :I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-1.

What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kbob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -EmotionalOne
Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain.

Dear Yu Ru,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into Donald Duck. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about eggplant fetishism.

In pain,-Alethea.

2008-11-18T03:45:00.000-08:00

hello, young lovers(: i'm still in Macau and I' m bored. We just ate dinner(which was Indian Buffet) and I'm still stuck at this free internet access place. The TV in my hotel room is just great because it has MTV and Discovery Channel(I don't subscribe to cable TV at home). MTV is really funny with cool shows like Human Giant, Space Lords, etc. There's almost nothing to write now. I've been updating my blog more often than last time, aren't I?(: HAHA. So I'm getting kinda random. Or am I? LALALA. Gonna go back to my room to watch MTV again. But I won't because my brother is waiting for his turn. So I shall hog the computer. MUAHAHAHAHA. But I haven't anything to write lol. So much for bad intentions. Wahahahaha. I love you Justine! I love you Ying yan! I love you YU Ru!!!!

2008-11-17T19:45:00.000-08:00

hello,young lovers. I'm still in Macau and using the free internet access here. We're waiting for the bus again and I had a really interesting dream last night. Though it was kinda shocking to me, it was great(!!). HAHAHA. So we may have to actually wait for 2 more hours if the bus we're waiting for is too crowded. I'll update this again later. Byebye! mummy's calling!

2008-11-17T00:48:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. I would never have guessed the hotel has free internet. Except for the fact the hotel rate was super expensive. WOOOOOOOTS I love Regency Hotel. Wahaha. Anyways, we're waiting for the shuttle bus to go to "New Yaohan, the only department store". LOL. But now we're kinda bored and waiting around. OOOOOO the bus is here. byebye!!!

2008-11-14T22:33:00.001-08:00

hello reader(: I'm now at Changi Airport basking in the happiness of the free internet access. We checked in and now we're waiting for our gate to open. I'm on my way to Hong Kong and beyond!( and Macau.) So now we're quite bored and my mummy's trying to change money. Gosh, they didn't let her change her $$. They said,"Sorry, we don't do swaps." swaps,SWAPS?! We're changing money for goodness sake! Anyways, I went to buy BK to buy a drink(on my parents' orders) but I bought a drink and a Hershey's Sundae Pie(illegally, of course). I told my brother and he threatened me,"Give me half and I won't speak." GOSH! Coming from my brother, too. So now the free internet access is only allowed 15 max for every random person who uses it. Now I have 7.55 mins left. HAHA. I'm bored. See you girlfriends and loves when I come back(or if I can update my blog wahaha.) byebye!

2008-11-14T20:20:00.000-08:00

WAHAHA...I'm really excited. Today i leave for Hong Kong and Macau and I return on the 23rd of November! Don't SMS me, anyone. Unless you're willing to pay an extra $0.60(: LALALA. But now I'm bored. My flight is at 4pm and I'm stuck at home waiting for my family to finish packing. If you want me to buy you anything, do say(: now I'm playing Reversi and Tic Tac Toe with Santa/ Pebble/ ben. Quite fun(:

2008-11-10T05:15:00.000-08:00

Q)If you married the last person you texted?
(bennett) i guess thats what love does. LOL.

Q)What did you do today?
went shopping.

Q)What is one fact about the last person who called you?
(ethan)i love him. he is my brother. LOL. so anti-climax.

Q)How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
i dunno.

Q)Last time you were on the phone?
3.37pm.

Q)What's for dinner?
chicken claypot rice.

Q)Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
not yet,but soon.

Q)How many e-mail addresses do you have?
3.

Q)Last time you washed your hair?
5 mins ago.

Q)Do you like Oreo?
in a mcflurry? yes. by itself? hell no!

Q)Can you ice skate?
yes,definitely.

Q)Do you have a brother?
yes,ilovehim.

Q)Do you know how to change a diaper?
in my mind? yes. in reality? no.

Q)Do you keep a planner?
is my brain counted?

Q)What kind of mood are you in?
neutral.

Q)Who was the last person that helped you stop crying ?
fiona and grace.. i think?

Q)If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
i love my name now.

Q)Would you move to another country to be with the one you love?
yes,definitely.

Q)Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
unfortunately,yes.

Q) Are you afraid of falling in love?
you kidding? hell no!

2008-11-10T04:38:00.001-08:00

Q) Name 10 of your best friends.
1.) ben.
2.) yuru.
3.) Nikki(:
4.) Mccoy.
5.) Christie.
6.) Bettina.
7.) Jie ying.
8.) Elizabeth.
9.) jocelyn.
10.) my brother.

Q) Say a Fact about number 1.
he's santa.

Q) What would happen when 5 and 6 got together?
that would be plain lesbian.

Q) What would happen when 8 and 9 got together?
HAHAHA. i would freak out.

Q) What are you listening now?
willkommen from cabaret.

Q) What is one thing your future boyfriend/girlfriend must have?
Tons and tons of patience.a good heart.

Q) What is one feeling you hate?

happiness. yes,i hate being happy.

Q) Chocolate or Ice Cream?
chocolate. definitely.

Q) Do you miss anything now?
yesyesyes. someone and someone.

Q) Why?
cos i love the first someone and i love the second someone as well. one's a girl, one's a guy.

Q) What are you thinking now?
those two someones mentioned above lol.

Q) What religion are you?
christian(:

Q) Create a statement.
hello,young lovers.

Q) Is the quiz over?
as far as i can scroll down now,so yes.

2008-11-10T04:26:00.000-08:00

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...
1. FINGERS:
Alethea

2. CHIN:
aql,e5thnb34s

3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED:
alethea

4. ELBOW:
alethea

5. NOSE: ( too retarded for me to do.)

6. PALM: alethea

1. List four random items you have: a hand-shaped hair clip,me,myself and I.

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car? yesyesyes.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
nope.

4. List four people you look up to the most.
i don't look up to anyone.

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
2 cats.

6. Which do you prefer? White or Black?

BLACK.

7. Who is your most played character?

hm. i have no idea.

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.

the second one. we can always make new friends(:

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
crazy,random,creative.

10. If you could have a power what would it be?

to go into the past or future.

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
yuru guru.

12. Who was the last person you said “i love you” to?

someone.

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
i'd love to kill you.(??)

14. What’s five things you wish you could do better?
play the piano,dance,CHEENA,sticking to my promises tho its awkard and more patient.

15.Do you like the way you are?
yesyesyes.

16. Choose, Summer or winter? winter all year round!

18. Water or ice?
ice.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
i laugh randomly at awkward moments and i can play the piano.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
i don't pack my stuff up and i punch walls.

21. What’s 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
the guy i'm dating. LOL.

22. Now list 6 people who should do this quiz:
me,myself,I,me no.2, myself no.2,I no.2.

2008-11-10T04:18:00.000-08:00

Q) You hear a strange noise in the basement. What do you think it is?
i have a basement?

Q) There is a knock on the door. You answer, but nobody's there. Who was it?
Myself.

Q) You are most afraid of dying because
i am not afraid of dying.

Q) Which movie scares you most?
no movie.

Q) You miss your favourite show because your sibling was being a jerk and hogging the TV. What do you do?
kill him and eat his heart.

Q) What type of lucky charm would you be most likely to carry?
my handphone key chain and my necklace.

Q) Which do you prefer:
Marshmallows.
Bees.
A glass of milk.
Sleeping.

marshmallows.

Q) If you were the last person on Earth, what one thing would you want to have?
LALALALALA. Music.

Q) How often do you exercise per week?
8 days a week( am I hallucinating?)

Q) You have 2 essays due tomorrow and it is 3am. What do you do?
do it at lunch tmr.

Q) Are you currently dating someone?
maybe.

Q) What kind of music do you listen to?
pop,jazz,classical.

Q) What is the characteristic you most value in a girlfriend/boyfriend?
hm. a good heart i guess?

Q) What does your future hold?
Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be.

Q) Who is your Arch- Nemesis?
someone i shall not name.

Q) Give a statement
baby,you need help.

Q) Complete this sentance. The grass is always greener...
if you want it to be.

Q) There is a penny on the ground. What do you do?
go to the nearest foreign exchange place and change it to SGD.

Q) Who is your life Guru?

God.

Q) What is your campaign slogan?

Life is a cabaret!

Q) How to you feel now?
normal. neutral.

2008-11-10T04:10:00.001-08:00

wooow...I'm heading to Hong Kong and Macau from 15th Nov to 23 Nov. Don't sms me if you have my number cos you'll have to pay an extra $0.50++ for international SMSes(: wahahahaha. Anyways, I haven't blogged for the past two days because I was grounded): but I'm back again. LOL. Oh gosh...I have to brush up on my cantonese. Even though people say my cantonese is good, that's just because they can't speak it== But nevermind. I can meet Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck(: hm. Did you ever realise all their names alliterated? HAHA. So now I'm just talking to Ru Ru, Ben and Chr on MSN. Kinda bored(but don't tell them). I just recently got a new song(thank you, Jane, for singing it). I LOVE THE CABARET!!!!

this is...WHATEVER.

2008-11-07T05:18:00.001-08:00

RULES:1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say? a thousand miles.
2.How would you describe yourself? burnin' up.
3.What do you like in a girl/guy? candyman. ==
4.How do you feel today? everchanging.
5.What is your life’s purpose? hey there delilah.
6.What is your motto? misery business.
.7. What do your friends think of you? stop and stare.
8. What do you think of your parents? shut up and let me go. LOL
9.What do you think about very often? the best damn thing.
10.What is 2 + 2? unwritten.
11.What do you think of your best friend? your guardian angel.
12.What do you think of the person you like? highschool never ends.
13.What is your life story? break the ice.
14.What do you want to be when you grow up? when i grow up (wow this is accurate.)
15.What do you think of when you see the person you like? dirty little secrets. ==
16.What will you dance to at your wedding? potential break up song. ( wow. what the hell.)
17.What will they play at your funeral? 4 minutes to save the world ==
18.What is your hobby/interest? the great escape
19.What is your biggest fear? promiscuous girl ==
20.What is your biggest secret? i kissed a girl ==
21.What do you think of your friends? he said, she said.
22.What will you post this as? just so you know.

2008-11-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY,

I'm back to square one again - BOREDOM. So I just ate lunch. My mummy rocks at cooking(: One day, I will cook as well as her. Guess what! I learnt how to cook crab and beef. Trust me, it's not as easy as it looks. Anyways, now I'm talking to Ben on MSN and Ru Ru by SMS. I have a feeling that something wrong is happening now, and for once it's not me. Yes,yes. I'm right. Something is wrong. But...I can't do anything to stop it. Sadly, it's not only me, it concerns 2 other people as well. But what can I do? I'm not God. I'm only the devil. With only so much power over what happens. Que sera sera. I just hope nothing that good happens. That would be such a happy day for them, and a sad day for me. Yesterday as I was talking to hun, I felt the pain sink in. He loves me, but he loves her more. What can I do? I can't kill her - I don't want to. Well, maybe I want to. But I won't. Only because I'm nice(: HAHA. So now I'm just reflecting over the past year and what has happened. All the happy and sad things. Oh well, what to do. Whatever I may actually do, it won't be nice. I won't rest until its over.

2008-11-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

LALALA. wah sei. i have lots of things to blog about since i haven't updated my blog for a real; long time(: anyways, i should start from the first important event that happened. HAHA.

hmmm...

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL

School started on tuesday cos monday was a public holiday. Nothing much happened on tuesday. On wednesday and thursday, we had our dance showcase. The only fun part was putting on the make-up. Shakespeare Day was on thursday. The year 2s performed Macbeth and Hamlet. It was really entertaining and good(; well done! On friday, pebble, Ru Ru, sam, nish, nikki, christie, ryan lim, john and I went to cathay to watch HSM3. Though I'm not a big fan of HSM, I have to say it was really good(: That's all.

THIS WEEK

On monday, ben, ruru, pearl, krish, anisha, mccoy, christie and I went for Nikki's birthday party(picnic) at ECP. it was super fun(: On tuesday, ben, yeow liang(ruru's old schoolmate) and I went to Yu Ru's house. Christie was supposed to come but she fell ill on monday. We went swimming and it was fun. But you'll never guess what we found in Ruru's drawer! HAHA. On wednesday, I had ballet in school from 10am till 12 noon. It was fun(: Today(thursday in case you didn't know), I went to Malaysia for lunch. Stupid Ben was smsing me without realising he was sending overseas smses. HAHA. He loser. What about friday? hm. well, I don't know. Why not let's wait till friday coms(; WAHAHA.

NEXT WEEK, ETC.

On wednesday, I'm meeting ben and ru ru for lunch. I guess it'll be fun(: HAHA. Then on the 4th of december, we're going to ben's house(:

christmas is coming soon(:

i have to go. see you!

CREDIT:NIKKI(: ily. quiz taken from nikki's blog.

2008-11-06T02:52:00.000-08:00

Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
i have no idea.

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
okay? maybe. great? no.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
bennett.

How often do you see your ex?
okayokay. kinda often.

Would you ever donate blood?
NONONO. well,maybe. i hate needles.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
uhuh. still do(:

Do you want someone dead?
yesyesyes.

What does your last text message say?
"its damn long. i added you le..." - bennett.

What are you thinking about right now?
him. food. updating my blog.

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yes,i do.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
1.30am? around there.

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
my mum made this for me.

Is someone on your mind right now?
sadly,yes.

Who was the last person to text you?
bennett. i haven't replied him.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
hm. i have no idea.

What are you listening to right now?
mr brightside by the killers.

Did you sing at all today?
yeahh.

When's the last time you cried?
yesterday.

Who were you with yesterday?
dancerrrs.

Do you miss anyone?
yes,a million times,yes.

Who was the last person in your bed?
uh,me?

Have you ever shared a drink with your number one?
what number one? bestie,yes. ex,yes. my number one? yes.

Do you want someone you can't have?
i want someone i can't have,someone wants me but they can't have.

When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
i can't remember. we're sitting in silence.

Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
in lalaland.

Do you want to tell someone something?
i have already told that someone. and that someone told me something.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
yesyesyes.

Are you keeping a secret from the one you love who needs to know the truth?
yeahh.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
why would i hate him?

only slightly clever to just a certain extent :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-10-12T22:56:00.000-07:00

NINJUSTINE HERE!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

yay joint blog with aleteha dahling :) I ate lunch with her today :) and i owe her 5.65 doll-ers :) i dont know what else to write oh alethea!!!! its your turn!! (oh wait.. shes not here! whoopsehy) la la la la la la OH YEAH!! just one more paper to go (aka lit) til sota's officially exam-less!! wohooo!!!!!!!! and we are free!!! and all there is to do is charades and boggle. what fun, fun bun, fun bun hun oh yes! i am the burger king! i have a crown and everything SO IN YO' FUZZY MIFFLER FACES! :):):):):) Please check out my blog as well and be my mindless awesome cooliozinos ninja zombie blog followers :) you shall numb your guts and brain out:) http://i-dont-remember-this-address.blogspot.com/

cool rayt?

ttfn
tottaly too fun nuggets :)

xxx
ms. can you tell that I'm high?

3-2-1 KING!

2008-10-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

first post ever on my new blog(; coolios. i always like new beginnings(: anyways,

today was a retarded day. Ying Yan and I went on a quest to find Frolick. However,we got off the bus at totally the wrong stop. Then we got lost in Suntec City Mall. When we finally managed to navigate out way around and leave the building, we walked straight into Marina Square and promptly got lost again. BUUT! we bumped into Saher(MY SAVIOUR!) and she told us how to get out(; so here i am typing all this out. If not, I would still be in Marina Square or maybe Swissotel. Anyways, at least I know my way around now(: gosh, I keep hearing the song Run Baby Run by We the Kings. Its a great song(: so...now I'm eating an orange and feeling bored. Talking to Natnat now. Anyways, I have a feeling I'm gonna have an interesting dream tonight(: ha,we'll see.