BOO. Today was cool. I met some guy I've been wanting to see on the train today. There was this cool guy with awesome tattoos that I want. I think I'd join a gang if I had the chance. I've not really told ANYONE but I think I'm falling for him. Its weird, I never thought I'd fall for anyone again but I guess I was wrong. I won't tell anyone because i can't trust anyone. I think its really beginning to hit me hard. I know he'd never ever feel the same way about me the way I feel about him. There are probably girls that he'd want out there. Sigh.